Opportunities

[not dat happi today... all was gud till nite time... hui]

What started out as a good day, in the end ended up in tears. Tears of frustration, of being misunderstood, of being powerless, of being... I don't know anymore. Everything is now as good as before, but a few hours ago, the world seemed to bear its weight upon me, solely.

What triggered this stream down my face was- a big part of my life, dance. On top of all the stress a Yr 12 stressed stuffed stoodent has to go through, I now also have to give up one of my passions in life. Luckily, not entirely. After being accused of dancing for the money and accused of not using my time wisely, I guess it has now become inevitable that I stop going to one of my dance classes, for the sake of my studies. Studies. I'm not sure how I should respond to that word now, but ultimately, it is quite important and has been one of the top priorities of my life so far.

What happened to the balance that we're encouraged? What happened to the music, the fun, the relaxation? Is yoga in school enough? Is dancing twice a week really too much?

What with the tests, UMAT, exams coming up... I'll have to give in. Opportunities are endless, and I took my chance... I guess I took my best shot at it... but... prioritising sometimes... just has to end in tears.

Hui Hui ^^b